February 2012
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This post will make no sense to anyone but me, and...
Not quite sure what to think or how to feel about that…guess it’ll all fall onto place one way or another. I feel like I need answers, but I know I really don’t. This is what I get for starting over, confusion and loneliness…mainly neverending confusion.
I cant make this up.
So I get to work this morning, park in my designated employee parking area, and start my trek to the door. On this stroll, I hear off on the near distance a cockadoodledoo. A rooster. “That’s odd to hear at a hospital” I thought, but since our hospital is right across from the fairgrounds, I thought maybe there was just a loose rooster in one if the barns, no big deal. I keep...
January 2012
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I need to get my ass in gear.
I’m in a wedding this summer. I have to get measured in like 3 weeks and I am not ready. I need to lose like 10 pounds or more. I can do this. Cant I? Yea, yea I can. No eating out unless absolutely necessary …working out everyday, if not twice a day…no snacks.
Well this should be fun.
Come kiss me.
Yes, I’m talking to all of you. Oh and bring me more wine please. But seriously…in all seriousness …get here.
These 3day headaches need to stop.
Kama Sutra dancing like a champ!
While grandparents and baby were visiting great grandma vi today, I had some time to myself before work. I decided to go to ondemand and see what I could do. I did a few karaoke songs, and then wanted to dance or exercise. Some relaxing thing. I see yoga, meh, not today. I do a little Brazilian dance, but tire of it. Then I saw it…Kama sutra dance. Now this is it. This ma jam. Turned out to...
amen sista.
herpin-mah-derp-like-yeah:
Actually, my main theory on the Packers’ loss is that the Vikings kidnapped the whole team, pulled out their hair, and used Polyjuice potion on themselves.
Because COME ON, there’s only ONE other team in the history of forever that could play a game as shitty as that, and we all know it’s the Vikqueens.
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Being Human. Spoiler if you haven't watched the...
Uhohhhh Nora done is a werewolf. At least now they can have little puppy children.
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Workin' gal
Getting ready to go to work after 4 days off. I feel more sluggish and pathetic then I have all week. I think my body is not excited, even though I know I love my job, its still an effort to want to get ready to go to work. Its all because of the days off. Next week I work everyday, that’s better because then its a rhythm. Its a routine. My days off were amazing because I got to spend so...
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yeah, one of those.
1)Are you really ready for 94 questions? Why else would I subject myself to this?
2) Was your last real relationship a mistake? it gave me Ellie, but staying in it was a mistake. A very real life lesson.
3) Who did you last say “I love you” to? Ellie :)
4) Do you regret it? never
5) Have you ever been depressed? who hasn’t.
6)Are you a boy or girl? Woman.
7) What is your...
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Light as a freakin' feather.
Oh my god. I feel like I haven’t a care in the world right now. Tim finally agreed to the custody arrangement…which means, we agree on everything. Everything. So we just have to sign in front of a notary and we can file jointly, making everything way less expensive and less time-consuming. That’s saying something since we’ve been apart since July. I am so relieved. I was so...
Bad night,captain. Save me. Dreams, please be forgiving tonight.
Oh just some ranting.
Ok why cant there be guys like Charlie St.Cloud? I mean, i know hes a little cray, but its just because he loves his brother. And I know I also only mean zac efron because hes too sexy to be real. But seriously. Ugh. I hate movies that make me think I want a boyfriend or something because I know I really don’t. I know there aren’t any guys like that around here, and if there are,...
I need to figure out how to make doctor and nurse leprechans for my st. Patty’s day wall at work…I can do it, i just need to harness the creativity of my college self, when I had nothing better to do but make stick versions of my friends and win pr poster competitions, go res hall council! Sigh, I need to go by some construction paper…oh wait, maybe I should upgrade to stock...
Who’s awesomely cool and the fricken bomb and going to bed alone at 8:15?! This lady. This 22 year old lady right here. And I say alone, because the only people that go to bed this early are either 90 or they have someone they want to be in bed with…and they are not sleeping.
Nope, not me, i am definitely going to sleep. I am exhausted.
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I have 10 words with friends games going right now…I think I may have a problem.
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Gauged and dyed??
So. I’m allergic to nickel which is why I don’t have piercings…but I’m thinking I might try titanium earrings. If it goes well, I think I want to gauge them a little. I’m talking not even drinking straw width.
Also, I’m feeling the itch to do something with my hair since I just got it cut…too bad there’s not much I can get away with working at a...
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I’ve decided to keep writing in the pregnancy journal I kept…hopefully then when Ellie reads it when shes older, she’ll be able to understand where I was coming from during this whole spiel with me and Tim. I wont explain everything, of course, I don’t want her view on him to change but I want her to get how I came to the decision to get divorced. And I’m hoping it...
Send me the sign and I will do it.
✂: Share one of the hardest moments in your life.
æ: Post a picture of yourself.
✌: Share a childhood memory.
♡: Make a confession.
❁: Share one of your insecurities.
✓: Share something about yourself others might think is weird.
☹: Share a turn off.
☀: Share a turn on.
♬: Share a song that takes you to a certain memory in the past.
♧: Share the story of something that makes you smile.
☆: Share one thing you think about before you you go to bed at night.
☮: Share a relationship story.
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http://m.youtube.com/index?desktop_uri=%252F&gl=US#... →
Oh. They are too perfect. He is too perfect. I need someone just like him. Scavenger hunt, starting now…fetch me this.
Ohhhh yea baby!! Now tumbling from my brand new kindle fire! I am loving this.
:)
Mel: what's your girlfriend doing?
Matt: working, like a good woman should.
Everyone: (uproarious laughter)
December 2011
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Who is gonna be with my girl, Mel, this new years eve?!?! Meeeeeeeeee!!!! A coworker offered to work for me tomorrow! I am so exciiiited!! Eeeeeeep!!
IT'S CATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
melskaddy:
Oh, and Happy New Year.
Everyone, follow Mel…she loves cats and has the best drunken stories. She needs people to follow who post funny cat things, help her out since I hate cats
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Oh my gawd
I finished it. I finished that triple cheeseburger…and fries…
I guess that’s what happens when I don’t eat all day. Holy crap.
Oh and for those who know me and my eating habits, yea, I’ve evolved a bit…I now accept cheese on my burgers! I know right? What’s next? Vegetables?! I dare not speak it.
Pending
Oh! And my first hospital paycheck is pending in my account right now! Finally more than $30 will be in there! Actually, more than a grand will be in there :):):):) I can definitely say that the first time that has happened to me. I have never had more than a $1000 of my earned money in my bank account before.
Psyched!!!!!
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So. I'm working on something.
it’s not something big. It’s something small and insignificant, but it’s something nonetheless. I worked a bit on photoshop last night with it, and hopefully I can figure my way out of my issue soon so I can share my first attempt.
Also, I’m not willing to share my wealth no matter who helps me along the way.
:P