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I’ve decided to keep writing in the pregnancy journal I kept…hopefully then when Ellie reads it when shes older, she’ll be able to understand where I was coming from during this whole spiel with me and Tim. I wont explain everything, of course, I don’t want her view on him to change but I want her to get how I came to the decision to get divorced. And I’m hoping it will ease the hatred she might feel towards me as a teenager. I also want to write about my life and what I’m going through…because I really would’ve liked something like that to read from my mom. How interesting would that be? To know your mom’s thoughts and feelings she was young. That’s my resolution I guess, to write in the journal as much as possible about everything. Shes not getting it until shes mentally old enough to handle it…and that might be 18…or 40.
